Expression of My feelings ...

"Nothing" that I will be

2012-01-16T18:55:00.004+05:30

[This is a Draft version ... so please comment on this ... ]

Long way I walked alone,
Till I met you.
Still long way to walk,
But it's with you.

The days passed over,
Looks like nothing,
As the time begins here.
After you everything is explained.

Feel as became vacuum,
To change as how I am now,
From something that I was.
After, "nothing" that I will be.

To fill with you,
As one as every where,
Every breath of life.

Remembrance of my life, January 16 2012, 06:49 PM

You ....

2012-01-16T18:40:00.001+05:30

[This is a Draft version ... so please comment on this ... ]

look in to my eyes,
You will see depth of my love.

Extend your hand,
You will feel "how close I am".

Think what you need to tell,
I will hear your words.

Walk in the way of life,
You will see "I am beside you".

Remembrance of my life, January 16 2012, 06:31 PM

Who I am - a wish for all my buddies

2011-05-09T12:25:00.004+05:30

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This is a wish for all my buddies ....

Reach out the sky where the limits leave
Search for maximum in the way you like
Express all your feelings to whom you love
Make possible those are impossible

Birds fly in sky as they don't feel gravity
The man who aims high,
Will fly in high as he forgets the limits.
To reach where the limits leave.

The taste which lives in heart,
The one which thrills the most.
Those are the maximum in life,
Pick your way to reach it.

In the way of life. its the time,
When the whole world go up side down.
Express all your feelings,
To your love and be for ever.

The aims are far and long,
Peoples says "you are behind impossible".
When i hear it i know my aim is correct,
Make possible those are impossible.

"These dreams are from heart,
of what i believe who i am".
The soul and mind say the same,
- "this i will make it".

All this for to be what i like
The man i made "who i am" is the one wish
Never to change in any way.

Remembrance of my life, May 09 2011, 11:31 AM

My one Love .....

2011-05-02T20:49:00.002+05:30

A new approach in my writing -
i started this poem as i started searching my better half, and update as on..
[This is a draft version - so please comment on it ...]

The decision to step up,
The decision to accept another.
Hoping for a better half,
Pricing of sharing life. [Monday, May 02, 2011 8:54 PM]

My real love

2010-08-20T18:17:00.001+05:30

Hoo, you are from heaven!
You are most beautiful, I ever seen.
You are the one,
Motivate me to do anything.

You are my hope,
My energy, and give me direction.
I love you too much, so that,
I have something for tomorrow.

I try to find you in everything.
I like to feel I am following you.
I don’t know, ever I followed you really.
Oo, my dreams you are my real love.

“Long days I didn’t publish any poems and I was thinking to publish one on my Birthday. Last few days I was thinking about the subject to write. Usually love is my first choice. The search started from there the question was “Love for what?” I landed up in "Love for Dreams". Then there was no problem of words as I love to dream and I dream about dreams.”

Remembrance of my life, August 20 2010, 8:30 AM

Chance ...

2010-07-28T09:21:00.001+05:30

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He who give chance
Test for all cease
Train for the best

But, we find alternate
Take other chance
And become out of his way

The time and he
Chane everything in
Feature to do good
For all and make the best

Still we don't learn
We try to find other chance

Remembrance of my life, July 26 2010, 10:37 PM

Search ....

2010-07-26T22:29:00.001+05:30

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Sometime like haven,
Sometime like hell.
Time to time it change,
It make us happy and sad.

People search for
One of it, as it
Their destination.

I Never understood why,
The search, when both are here.

The search end when,
The life with nothing left,
And nothing more to search.

Remembrance of my life, July 26 2010, 10:27 PM

Life

2010-02-13T14:47:00.002+05:30

This play start as he get life,
Every one play in this drama.
One place he act as best he can,
Where he feel each second and react.
Directed by the master of all,
Staged in the biggest theatre,
This called as simple as life.

Remembrance of my life,
Original Post date December 19 2006 / Rewritten 13/02/2010

Original Post : Life

The stage of life

2009-12-21T12:15:00.000+05:30

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Naming is over for the role,
Offers are around dark.
I fear to accept as it looks like,
One way path.
The director was rude to me.

My scenes are yet to begin,
Is I am one to act that character?
All others are fixed with theirs.
I didn’t like this, is there a choice?

This time director pushed me,
The stage was filed with people.
I am yet to learn the script.
I look around, as a kid.

I noticed, others ware teaching me.
I learned from them as time go,
I learned to act here and teach,
In the stage of life.

Remembrance of my life, December 21 2009, 11:57 AM

Original Post Link : The stage of life

The other He

2009-03-23T13:33:00.001+05:30

I thought who can
look at me like this.
Who can talk to me
like this, never stopping.

Who is with me
all the time.
Never seen him
But carry all my feelings.

I don't know when
we started together.
And when he leaves
me alone and go.

Remembrance of my life , March 23 2009, 11:57 AM

My last girl – My last wish

2009-03-23T13:29:00.002+05:30

I like her to my
last girl and she will be.
I like her to my
last wish and she will be.

She was like me
I will be like her.
I wait for her
as she do the same.

She was my destiny
as for so many of them.
I don't know why
others fear her.

She is the reach,
maximum and the last.

Remembrance of my life , March 23 2009, 10:15 AM

A game with dog

2009-03-23T13:23:00.005+05:30

The time is like a dog ,
it barks all the time.
If you didn't watch out
the angry dog bite.

And there is no vaccine,
only it can cure.

It runs as fast, never
you can catch with it.
If you don't run
with your best
you will lose the game.

The game was not
about who win,
but who can run
with out stopping.

There you missed,
all games are not to win
some are just to be in.

Remembrance of my life , March 23 2009, 10:37 AM

He – Where is he now ?

2009-03-23T13:18:00.001+05:30

I can't wait any more,
is there is an end for this?
Is there a chance i meet him again?
I think he told me all the best,
when i left him.

Is this is the best for me
I never felt so.
Why he think so,
he never asked me.
I all ways asked to him.

I don't know he listen to me
or just ignore as others.
How i can reach to him
who can convey for me to him.

Do i want to go back
to him, to ask
"is this what i asked "
when i was with him.

If so why i am not happy
now, and ever.
Is this how he keep us
or this is just a game

As he and me are same
why he never feel me
nor i felt him
or he left from me.

Remembrance of my life , March 23 2009, 11:08 AM

Poem writing - which never happened

2009-03-23T13:13:00.001+05:30

I tried to write poem
I never wrote one,
which was my favorite
and remembers after.

I wrote all just as
they came to me.
I never looks back
to find why it came.

The spirit was,
it made me happy.
And i was unhappy,
at that time.

Happiness was in it,
all where my dreams.

I remember,
my last dream.

So its a poem now.
And my dream was
to write a poem
and that is this.

Remembrance of my life , March 23 2009, 09:44 AM

The celebration in heaven

2008-11-17T18:35:00.003+05:30

[D.0.1] ( This is not complete .... )

The celebration in heaven,
Dark dance show in the stage.

Drums and band,
with sharp light flash to stage.

Long whistle as a background,
Viewers in running to catch their seat.

Remembrance of my life , November 17 2008, 06:44 PM

A Malayalam story ( ഊരാക്കുടുക്ക് )

2008-09-01T22:33:00.003+05:30

Hi ... this is not from me ... My father wrote a story. Its name Oorakudukku ( ഊരാക്കുടുക്ക് ) and it's online in puzha.com. I posting link here so that you all can read and vote for it.

Special Note : If you don't know Malayalam plz vote now. I will request my father to translate to English and then i will repost it.

[1] Link : http://storycompetion.puzha.com/puzha/thorappan/story.php?id=3544
[2] To read the story : http://www.puzha.com/puzha/selfpublish/1219653346-6117217187.html

From [1]st link you can navigate to the story link by clicking on the title "ഊരാക്കുടുക്ക്" [2].
And Don't for get to vote.

Vote for it !!!

Little god

2008-07-04T23:00:00.005+05:30

[D.0.1] ( This is not complete .... )

Ho little god, i wonder how it is?
Nothing amazed me like this.
The days was counted, i never felt,
Long period became short.

When i will feel again this,
It is going to happen again,
Now it is going to be my grand child.

Remembrance of my life , July 04 2008, 11:08 PM

Reality

2008-06-19T17:58:00.003+05:30

I wish i will be there,
I know i can be there.
Still the wonderland calls,
I don't know how to be in real.

Life told to be in real world,
My heart vesper to be in wonder land .
What i do, I listen to hart till now,
Still listening to hart, with a fear of reality.

Remembrance of my life , June 19 2008, 06:37 PM

സൊപ്നലൊക യത്ര ...

2008-06-12T01:05:00.012+05:30

[D.0.1] ( This is not complete .... )

ഈ യാത്ര കിനാവിനോടൊപ്പമുള്ള യാത്ര,
അവളുടെ ഒപ്പമുള്ളീ സ്വപ്നലോകയാത്ര,
പുതിയ നിമിഷത്തിലേക്കുള്ള യാത്ര.
അത്ഭുതലോകത്തേക്കുള്ള യാത്ര

കാറ്റും പറവകളും പാടിനടന്നു,
ഞങ്ങളുടെ പ്രണയത്തിന്‍ കഥകള്‍
അനന്തമായ സന്തോഷത്തിന്‍ നാളുകള്‍.
വരുവാന്‍ വയ്യ ഈ ലോകത്തില്‍ നിന്നും.

Earth

2008-05-30T11:07:00.004+05:30

I love her, she is beautiful.
I pray for her, she is valuable.
I protect her, she is mine.
I enjoy every second with her, she is diverged.
I care her, she belongs to the future.
My mother earth, she is only one.

Remembrance of my life , May 20 2008, 05:15 PM

I Love you

2008-01-10T23:27:00.003+05:30

[D.1.0] ( This is not complete .... )

My promises, will I be able to keep.
Take my life to be true to you.

You the one, now for me.
Don't know is this for ever.

I am sure, I will never change.
Until I get a new birth.

I believe, This is in my soul.
So this love in all my birth.

That's why, I love you.
To get another birth, to love you again.

Remembrance of my life , January 08 2008, 12:21 PM

Every dog has a day

2008-01-08T13:00:00.001+05:30

[D.1.3] ( This is not complete .... )

Some one told "every dog has his day",
I thought i will get a good day.

I waited for the day, for that one day.
Like it is today or tomorrow.

I felt my good day is over,
But, still i remember the word,
Every dog has his day.

So i waited for that day.
Every one tell "This is my day".
I thought "When is my day?"
Still waiting for the day.

I ask one "Who are you?"
He told "I am dog".

Remembrance of my life , April 03 2006, 12:03 PM

Is it me or others

2008-01-07T23:17:00.001+05:30

People talk great things.
I thought if i join with them,
Just to be great.
I tried, Even i started speaking,
I don't know did i speak great.

No one listen to my talk.
I started shouting,
Every one turned and looked.
I thought, " Ha this is the way ".

I kept on shouting,
But every one left.
Did I do any mistake?
Why again i thought wrong?

My be i am right all others are wrong!
Some one, " Hay you are wrong ".
Is it me or others?

Remembrance of my life , 11:53:17 PM April 03, 2006

Dreams of love

2007-08-24T13:16:00.000+05:30

Dreams of love takes me to heaven,
Brings blushes in my face.
Feel every second as new,
I am in wonderland, with her.

The breeze and birds sing,
song of our love.
Happy movements never ends here,
Life looks like infinity.
Never feels to come out.

There is an end for every dream.
The sun was rushing to the sky,
The clock markers where running,
Alarm and rays of sun ends my dream.

I feel bad i left her midway,
But always i leave her a promise,
to meet her the next day.
I know she will be happy the next day.
She will never ask what happened last day.

She know i am the truth and she is my love,
But i don't know, who she is.

Remembrance of my life , 10:12:28 PM October 21, 2007

May Not

2007-08-03T22:19:00.000+05:30

Life is beautiful, but bitter also.
Fun with time may not be always.
Love is keyword, but never expect.
People around you are with others also.

Remembrance of my life , 10:17:00 PM 03-08-2007

Lines drawn between sky and land

2007-07-27T01:58:00.000+05:30

The roaring sound of infinity,
Lines drawn between sky and land,
Feel of standing in a edge,
Play ground of people, in search of treasure.

Remembrance of my life , 01:59:37 AM 27-07-2007

A step down

2007-06-19T20:56:00.000+05:30

The first step was easy,
Eager to move next step.
Second step was not easy,
Want to balance for it.
Third step was easy,
I know how to balance.
Forth step became as usual,
I started running.

I never ever stop,
I never turned back.
I found the end point,
Where i want to stop.
I never found that the life is short,
It is not to run all the time.
I missed to see lot of it,
I finessed it by just running.

Remembrance of my life , 09:01:37 PM 19-06-2007

Colour of Shadow

2007-05-17T17:13:00.000+05:30

I never change color,
I was behind in morning,
Then i was around,
I was in front for evening,
I don't have any name,
I am known as shadow.

Remembrance of my life , 03:12:52 PM 17-05-2007

Where I am Now

2007-05-17T17:07:00.000+05:30

Blue lines told me this is your present,
Black line told me this is your past,
Green line told me this is your future,
There was no line to tell where i am now.

Remembrance of my life , 03:07:24 PM 17-05-2007

Another night

2007-04-21T00:52:00.002+05:30

I meet her on the street,
The day was new to me.
A new way in front of me,
I forgot the days behind.

As sun rise in midnight,
The world went upside down.

I never felt there is another night,
The rules of nature never fails.
The sun set was just to come,
I prayed to god,
Please don't take the light again.

The rules of nature was the same,
But god blessed me .
With the light of moon,
Soft and gentle light.

Remembrance of my life , Sat April 21 2007, 7:59 AM

2 - A trip to clouds

2006-10-24T17:38:00.000+05:30

How the sky became so beautiful?
Just I was looking to the sky and I felt why I can’t go and check is they are real.
If I can fly I can check.

Why not?
I felt still I am in dream because still I fell the Fog effect (the unclear in the dream time view).
I felt amazed when I realized that I am in dream.

I just walk forward. I think that my first experience that I crossed a wall.

Hoo grate I am in dream. I control my dream.

I just looked up and expected a take off. But no … I was just become unstable. I just started seeing some scattered images.

I just stopped thing of flying this is my first lucid dream. So I don’t want to lose it. I just tried to be in AUKBC. I am in AUKBC I was just amazed I am in dream I know that but I am controlling my dream.

An AUKBC even with out caretakers I can be anywhere within instant.

I started hearing some power full sound in background. It was Gopi and Madhav its making me to turn and I looked. I felt the light so hard as till the time I was in dark. I am lying down and looking up. I am in my room.

I stood up, I was so happy, I had lucid dream. Gopi and Madhav told bye to me and left. I couldn’t digest still that I got to feel one strange experience.

As usual I started dressing up for going to AUKBC. But I was thinking all about what happened and what I should do that day night.

Note: AUKBC is the place where I work and study.

A Symbol ...

2006-10-23T14:48:00.000+05:30

A long silence,
Few drops of tears,
Collection of words,
Dream of you, for a life together,
That's me with few letters of name.

Sorrow doesn't end with these words,
Dream of you became time.

Does there is a word , i can spell for you,
I never found.

I didn't know my name mean every thing,
As a symbol.

Remembrance of my life , 11:47:07 PM 06-10-2006

I am in love ?

2006-09-14T23:14:00.000+05:30

I search for some one in my life,
I kept on searching for her.

I felt a breeze gone near to me,
She left and went some where.

O god why you didn't tell me,
O god why you didn't show me.

Still i can see her but she is not with me,
I think she is not for me.

I started searching again for some one,
Still searching for some one for me.

When ever i see her i feel does i missed my girl,
May be, may not, still i don't know ?

Remembrance of my life , April 03 2006, 11:46 PM

Starting Point

2006-09-14T23:03:00.000+05:30

At last i decided to blog, i don't know why ?
But one thing is known, I am going to blog seriously.
I don't know how many days, Mostly like other activity this can also end one day.
Let see